naomily

 

naomi : I've loved you from the first time i saw you, i think i was twelve. It took me three years to pluck up the corage to speak to you, and i was so scared of the way i felt, you know, loving a girl, that i learned how to become a sarcastic bitch just to make it feel normal. I screwed guys, to make it go away, bot it didn't work. When we got together, it scared the shit out of me, because... you were the one person who can ruin my life. I pushed you away and made you think things were your fault, but really i was just terrified of pain. I screwed that girl sophia to kind of spite you for having a hold on me and i'm a total fucking coward, because... i got.. these... these tickets to Goa for us three moths ago...but i.. I couldn't stand.. I didn't want to be a slave to the way i feel about you. Can you understand? You were trying to punish me back, and it's horrible. It's so horrible because.. really, i'd die for you. I love you. I love you so much it's killing me.